\u25ca Do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fcz 19 May\u0131s. Bayram k\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? Sever misiniz toplu halde kutlan\u0131lan \u015feyleri, toplu ne\u015feleri?<\/p>\n
– Tabii ki \u00e7ok severim kalabal\u0131kta kutlamay\u0131, dostlar\u0131m, arkada\u015flar\u0131mla ayn\u0131 sofrada olmay\u0131. Ama biz bunu ancak bayram d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015fayabiliyoruz. Kendimi bildim bileli bayramlarda hep sahnede oldum. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131na bayram ya\u015fatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bundan da gocunmad\u0131m. Biz hep etraf\u0131m\u0131za bayram ya\u015fatanlar\u0131z.<\/p>\n
\u25ca Hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z en eski bayram hangisi?<\/p>\n
– Ayy herhalde milat \u00f6ncesiydi! (G\u00fcl\u00fcyor)<\/p>\n
\u25ca Hayat hik\u00e2yenizde anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015fey var: 11 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131zdayken anne-baban\u0131z ayr\u0131l\u0131yor. Siz babada kal\u0131yorsunuz. Baba, sizi anneye g\u00f6stermemek i\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor. Siz annenizin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na y\u0131llar sonra \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsunuz. Peki anneniz b\u00fct\u00fcn o s\u00fcre zarf\u0131nda, mezar\u0131n\u0131z bile olsa izinizi hi\u00e7 mi s\u00fcrmemi\u015f?<\/p>\n
– O d\u00f6nemde bo\u015fanmalar daha farkl\u0131 tezah\u00fcr ediyordu herhalde. Korkmalar var, arayamamaklar var. Belki i\u00e7ine, \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f oldu\u011fum do\u011fmuyordu. Belki o da g\u00fc\u00e7lenip beni arayabilece\u011fi d\u00f6nemi bekliyordu. Babam\u0131n s\u00f6ylediklerine uyum sa\u011flamay\u0131 se\u00e7ti belki. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayat\u0131 boyunca hi\u00e7 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015f bir kad\u0131nd\u0131. K\u00fcrkler i\u00e7inde bir salon kad\u0131n\u0131. Gezen, tozan… Birden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Belki o anda yan\u0131nda bir k\u0131z…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
M\u00fczi\u011fi ve tarz\u0131yla on y\u0131llara damga vurmu\u015f biri N\u00fckhet Duru. \u00c7ocukluk bayramlar\u0131ndan girdik, annesiyle ayr\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fmesine, ilk b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u015fk\u0131na, g\u00fczellik anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131na…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":14206,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[8,6,5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-14207","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-arsiv","category-gundem","category-son-dakika"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14207","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14207"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14207\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/14206"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14207"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14207"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eskigazeteci.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14207"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}